if one day i manage to find a secret page between a page (usually it makes reading a slow experience, as i can only check one by one) will time freeze for a while just like that euphoric moment when one is about to touch the water of a swimming pool after jumping?

and now that you taught me how to not wish to go back in time,
everything is such a serious business!
just like knowing the precise amount of time needed to dry up
while lying on the stone floor