i thought the dynamic contrast of this global shutter was much worse. guess the RGB convert to the display of camera makes stuff look much worse. we don't have HDR on Zero 2W because of processing power but i guess it shouldn't be too hard to create a mode with 3 buffers with different ExposureTime but i don't feel like coding this. all the photos you find on this website (including the macros i shot for Madeleine), except the photos of Mik3333333's post, are shot with it. i still have to parse some photos and make a page with the stuff i shot but sometimes the idea of taking photos and then making a MIDI controller for driving darktable controls in a dark room with a projector to go through (for the 1° time) photos i shot with it also feels luring. (shot). but i at some point i'll share this space with my family, specially if i decide to hit the road or move to Scandinavia to work as a proletariat. because this video-game is much more than go suffer. it's actually like burn endlessly. it hits me pretty hard to navigate on this world. the only time i really liked someone, it wasn't reciprocal. you don't know how much i wished a partner on my childhood and how much vertexes i held to not hurt anyone. when i turned 18 i choose to lost my virginity to a prostitute than lying to Camila to have sex. a friend from the past who always liked me. and she was pretty hot. i have no idea if you read this blog but i was happy to knew you got married. happy to invite you when i go into beta testing the co-op aspect of my video-game. and talking about girls i was walking around, to the mail to send an ergonomic keyboard to a guy on the north part of the country. i guess it'll take a long time to reach him. quite nice guy and the first in 2 years of selling these, who didn't cared to aesthetics and accepted my low price for using natural (colorant free) 3D filament into his keyboard. i'm yet to start a company that employs minorities making these. it's quite easy to hand-wire them with a scheme made. QMK allows me to create a firmware in 15 minutes if not less. that includes building the Vial abstraction too. much faster to create the diagram on an image editor to show where and how to solder. so if you are buying Dactyls for 300 USD or sometimes 600 EURO, seriously, i sell them for ~ 70 USD if not 55 USD (if you already have keycaps and switches), i profit around 30 USD and that it's because Brazil's abusive tax on importing goodies we don't produce. godspeed on having a hotswap, switch, 3D filament pellets and a manufacturer of circuit boards. because last time i quoted a jfedor2's project, they thought selling me each board for around 150 BRL with the minimum order of 1500 boards was okay. i payed 275 BRL (with a ~ 85% tax on top of the production and shipping price) for 5 boards in China. i'm not making an Ad. here but just a shoutout to people who exploit people on niche markets. fuck-you :) happy to start selling internationally when Brazil demand kickstart at least someone being payed a decent salary. mom prohibited me from hitting poor parts of the city and offer a job on this. i mean, at least i'm prohibited from bringing someone to our house to be instructed. last time i was living in a rural place the only family with a teen nearby felt i was at least suspect. "we don't have interest". speaking on the behalf of his daughter which probably would hate to learn about electronics, tiny Arduino projects and whatever i would invent and throw at her. probably how to create a Csound score and how to make it sound like music. i'm patiently waiting for e-mails answers from schools of my city on my proposal of teaching kids ethics on the computer world and how to compose counterpoint exercises. life never kicks out with my dreams. yet i still love relating to humans. even when they eat meat. i had a great time on my family's easter gathering. mom was always extremely against of me and sister to have pets. i only learned her lesson this late.
and talking about love on my walk i had this strange wish and acceptance of being a male Mantis or some type of spider that after having sex, gets killed by the female. strange to think Brazilian men use the word "eat" when referring on having sex with women. at least say i was eaten, as far as my observations went, it's the women who has the genitalia that can eats something. i would accept be killed as an insect if the female was Giovanna. i guess i don't ever care about the sex at this point. more on how her sweat smells and how she reacts if i bite her ears. to walk and remember her feels like praying for all the gods that exist and all that were forgot. i noticed lately i'm swallowing my loneliness much more serenely and i noticed i barely speak. before her i felt so connected to the natural world and now i feel grounded like a grill dissecting the reality of being a human. these were simple registers of what sister calls "the backcountry" (she thinks we live too far away from the center)
and talking about love on my walk i had this strange wish and acceptance of being a male Mantis or some type of spider that after having sex, gets killed by the female. strange to think Brazilian men use the word "eat" when referring on having sex with women. at least say i was eaten, as far as my observations went, it's the women who has the genitalia that can eats something. i would accept be killed as an insect if the female was Giovanna. i guess i don't ever care about the sex at this point. more on how her sweat smells and how she reacts if i bite her ears. to walk and remember her feels like praying for all the gods that exist and all that were forgot. i noticed lately i'm swallowing my loneliness much more serenely and i noticed i barely speak. before her i felt so connected to the natural world and now i feel grounded like a grill dissecting the reality of being a human. these were simple registers of what sister calls "the backcountry" (she thinks we live too far away from the center)