do you think i care how the "vibes" may be between us? to live is just a way of act. i don't need anything. i don't need your kisses. i don't need you telling me i need to relax my tongue when french-kissing. i don't need your piano. i don't need your eyes. i don't need your voice. because i fade between promises like: i can install Cardinal or if you think the self-contained spin on the engine isn't good, we can use vcvrack. i don't need you but i would understand if you don't have time for my simple timbres in Csound. the way i interpret is that isn't made for live but mind you, now i know what a channel is and hooking a potentiometer to 500 filters in a loop with a random factor on the frequency isn't enough: that's okay Mandolina Banjolina. it's okay you don't need me to tour busking and talking to people on hitchhikes in south Asia with an AI translator or a local that understand my broken English. i never cared to be a British but i like tea. do you think i care if you feel the door to another wise? i don't need your friendship nor video-calls to practice Chinese on the hope we can bring some verses or just talk weirdly. i don't want you. i never wanted. please, i beg you, send me an e-mail